"If you only knew"

Things buried deeply and yet coming alive
You cannot see them as you stand by my side
Tearing, and ripping, and gnashing within
Letting me know where I am and where I have been
Nightmares and horrors and tears without pause
So many people and dark days the cause
If you only knew, maybe my love would be clear
If you only knew, maybe you could put away your fear
Churning and swirling all through my soul
A love worth the fight, away we shall roll
You cannot see them, these battles I fight
With all of my strength, and with all of my might
Darkness and demons from strait out of hell
Trying their best to write the ending of this tale
If you only knew, maybe you could have peace
If you only knew, you’d know not to rip, to rip at the crease
The seal that keeps me from breaking apart
The seal that brings the beat to my heart
If you only knew
The love inside me that burns for you true.